NYC Doctor Shares Moving Post To Her Children In Plea For PPE: ‘If They Lose Me To COVID…’

At this point, we know that the coronavirus crisis in New York has reached a tipping point. The number of COVID-19 cases is staggering, as it's become the new epicenter of the virus. But even scarier is the fact that soon there won't be enough ventilators for everyone who needs them. Hospitals are already at capacity, and doctors and nurses on the front lines are being pressed to their absolute limits. But the most urgent issue right now is their lack of personal protective gear for everyone who needs it.

One brave mom who is on front lines of the pandemic has been speaking out about the desperate situation. In a now-viral tweet, Dr. Cornelia Griggs, a pediatric surgeon in New York City, shared a photo of herself wearing protective medical gear. Along with the image, she shared a moving plea for personal protective gear and spoke directly to her children, as well.

The picture has gone viral since Dr. Griggs shared it on Sunday. It's definitely striking a chord as people learn how urgent the situation in New York, and across the US, has become. But perhaps it's the fact that she also directed the message, in part, to her children, who are too young to understand what's happening and all their mother is doing in this fight, that has people moved by her message.

In the brief post she wrote, "My babies are too young to read this now. And they’d barely recognize me in my gear. But if they lose me to COVID I want them to know Mommy tried really hard to do her job." It's direct, and because of that, there's a lot of power behind her words.

We haven't quite had a crisis of this proportion. It can be hard to imagine how many doctors and nurses may become ill because of this outbreak. While it feels impossible to wrap our heads around it right now, the reality feels closer all the time. Hospitals don't have what they need, and the impacts of that may be huge and disastrous.

She ended her post with the hashtag #GetMePPE. The hashtag is being used by medical professionals all over the globe. It’s meant to call attention to the shortage of personal protective equipment that health care workers are facing.

This is not the first time we've heard from this doctor. She's definitely using her platform wisely, in hopes that this issue will be taken seriously. She recently wrote an op-ed in the New York Times. That piece was published earlier this month.

"Patients are lining up outside of our emergency rooms and clinics looking to us for answers — but we have few … Making my rounds at the children’s hospital earlier this week, I saw that the boxes of gloves and other personal protective equipment were dwindling," she wrote. "This is a crisis for our vulnerable patients and health care workers alike."

Dr. Griggs is doing incredibly important work right now, not just in her work with patients but also in helping the greater public to understand what's happening behind the scenes.

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I’m in the middle of my work stretch again and I’m finding it difficult to use humor as my coping mechanism which has been my previous default. Walking around an empty hospital with fewer people due to visitor restrictions and fewer faces because of PPE, seems to unmask the fear even more. I am grateful, yet feel guilty in a way that I work in a facility that is so adequately, prepared for now. While internalizing this guilt and reflecting on my own fear, I’ve been considering the effects on our mental health as healthcare providers. I’m not even in the thick of this yet and it’s only going to get worse. I’m worried enough about our physical health and that of our loved ones, but the more we cope with this, the more I’m worried that the constant fear and anxiety will take an epic toll on many of us. ⁣ ⁣ Related, but unrelated, through all of this, I have been glad that my parents aren’t able to read my Instagram/blog because I don’t want them to worry - it is me that should be worrying about them. So when I read several stories last night about the NYC nurse, Kious Kelly, who died from complications of COVID-19, I was physically sickened for so many reasons. For one, he sent a text to his sister that said this: “I’m okay. Don’t tell Mom and Dad. They’ll worry.” Like many of us, even in his final days, he wanted to preserve the comfort of others around him at the expense of his own.⁣ ⁣ Next, the allegations that he was not given the proper PPE by the hospital, the fact that he was a nurse, and the hit that he is one of the first ones to die in the U.S. is heartbreaking to me. It’s a scream, a cry, an outburst of anger, a rumination for many of us that translates to, “How many more of us will die? He didn’t deserve to die. It’s coming for us. And how do we live in a country the can expel millions of dollars to save one person with greatest medical advances in the world, but can’t give a nurse an N95 mask, protective gown, and disposable goggles, to wear and change within reasonable time, in New York City, during a pandemic? It’s just too much to stomach. ⁣ ⁣ He is a hero. You, my friends, are heroes too. And that’s all I have for now ♥️ #nurseabnormalities

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Of course, there are a lot of people who are hard at work to ensure that hospitals get what they need. People across the globe have been hand-sewing masks. Other businesses and organizations are coming together to produce them, as well. General Motors has been tasked with producing hundreds of new ventilators, too.

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Trinitas is very thankful to all our partners in the community who have reached out to us during this challenging time to offer help. Our sincere appreciation and gratitude go out to @MayorBollwage for helping @trinitasrmedctr secure extra personal protective equipment (PPE) for our frontline medical professionals. Without these medical supplies, staff and patients are both at risk from COVID-19. Support from our leaders is vital in our efforts to halt the spread of #COVID19 and we are very grateful for the outreach.⠀ ⠀ Mayor J. Christian Bollwage expressed his appreciation saying, “Thank you to all of our citizens who reached out to me to offer their help to Trinitas Regional Medical Center during these challenging times. Trinitas is crucial in our fight against the COVID-19 pandemic, and your support will help Trinitas to protect and save the lives of both patients and frontline healthcare workers.” ⠀ ⠀ “We are awed by the community’s desire to help Trinitas care for its patients and help keep our staff safe. This equipment will go a long way toward accomplishing both these goals. Sincere thanks from all of us go out to Mayor Bollwage and everyone who made the donations possible,” explained Gary S. Horan, FACHE, President & CEO of Trinitas Regional Medical Center. ⠀ ⠀ “We are overwhelmed by the support we’ve had from the community. We really feel that we’re seeing the best examples of people coming together to support both patients and staff battling COVID-19 at Trinitas, and we couldn’t be more grateful. Mayor Bollwage is leading in his outreach!” added Nadine Brechner, Chief Development Officer of Trinitas Health Foundation.⠀ #PPE #healthcareheroes #coronavirus @cityofelizabeth #elizabethnj #trinitas

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No one's work is more important right now than those doctors and nurses working hard on the front lines, though. They are truly heroes, and we can only hope that they will get what they need in the coming days so they can be protected.

Dr. Griggs' message is so important for us to see. One day, her kids will see it as well and understand just what their mother went through to help fight this pandemic.